Hypocrite?

**Chris Tomlin - probably my favorite writer/singer of 'worship' music.**

This song brings me chills. 

i love the words.

we sang it at church this morning.

when i sing it i believe the words,

but

today as I was singing it I got to thinking.

"do I truly believe it? do I live as though I believe what I'm singing?"

I know how songs like this can get me.

chills.

tears.

passions arise.

what do i do with all that after the song is over?

I sing these songs in church

I raise my hands

sing loud

close my eyes

cry

I feel close to God.

I feel His presence.

I stop singing.

I sit down.

 

God knows I do believe the words.

God knows i want to be Joshua,

Daniel,

Shadrach (and friends),

 Peter,

Stephen,

Mary.

God knows I also struggle daily with stepping out with confidence.

I just need to be willing.